I can't be held accountable for the boys I have preyed on. It wasn't actually me who did it! The voice in my head told me to do it. It wasn't my voice! I am possessed by the spirit of "Daem11on". HE told me to do it! Like a crack-addict, Daem11on craves cock. Daem11on needs infusions of boy-cum in order to stay alive. I learned a long time ago that it is impossible to starve Daem11on to death. When his hunger grows desperate enough, I am rendered powerless to hold him back.
The official Roman Catholic "Prayer of Exorcism" hasn't worked thus far. Daem11on is still alive and strong within me. Right now he wants to suck the boy pictured above.
Where did he come from!? How the HELL did this "infernal intruder" get inside me!? I never opened my arms and willfully welcomed him in! He's just always been here. When it comes to getting rid of him, I don't seem to have a prayer. He won't leave. Apparently he's found some legal basis to stay rooted in me. Otherwise, I would think my continual attempts to exorcise him would have proved successful by now.
Close your eyes and FEEL the quivering electricity pulsing through the tongues of the two kissing boys pictured above. You've heard of "praying in tongues" before? It's the only kind of "prayer" Daem11on is acquainted with. FEEL the smooth skin of these two boys brushing LIFE into each other. Imagine one of these boys squirming all over YOU like this! That's what Daem11on is doing right now. And just because you can't actually see the hard-stretched cocks pressed and oozing together in this picture, don't think for one minute that Daem11on isn't obsessing about that!
The "Prayer of Exorcism" marches on with absolutely no effect. Daem11on continues to ignore it as he pulls my mind, body, and soul into sexual surrender.
The voice of Daem11on in my head is so LOUD now! "PULL OUT YOUR COCK AND RELEASE THE HUNGER!" Daem11on's voice tells me to never deny the yearnings of my dick. He knows the seeds of victory are planted right here in the privacy of our own homes. If we never say "no" when we feel the urge to jerk off, we may become spoiled. We might even begin to believe we can and SHOULD have whatever and whoever we find hot... whenever we feel the lure. Daem11on has a list a mile long of gorgeous boys I see each and every day. He wants me to work real hard to line them all up so I can be on my knees sucking a hot young cum-source 24/7.
He's still here! "God the Father's" name didn't make him flinch. Nor did "God the Son", "God the Holy Ghost", "Christ", the "Sign of the Cross", the "power of the mysteries of the Christian Faith", the "Mother of God", the "blood of the Martyrs" or the "pious intercession of all the Saints"! Against this entire array of spiritual big-hitters, Daem11on is still here and completely unflustered. In fact, while all of these holy names were being flung at him, he was too busy fucking the boy pictured above to pay much attention! HOW CAN THIS BE!?
I have come to the conclusion that Daem11on has every physical right to be in my body. HE'S not the intruder! I'M THE INTRUDER! The body of each member of the human race was born with a demanding appetite for lawless pleasure. It is TOTALLY NATURAL to just go with the sensual flow and JO, suck, and fuck every hot boy who is willing to get naked. It's our "carnal" nature. It's my "Daem11on". I'm the one who decided to complicate matters by trying to "go against nature" and live a "supernature" with God's help.
Daem11on is still with me because it is impossible to exorcise my human nature. I can do my best to overcome the weaknesses in my human nature, but it will always be with me as long as I am earthbound.
Daem11on would love nothing more than to exorcise ME from my body so he can be free to live the orgasmic life he dreams of all the time without my spiritual intrusions.
When my body dies, I will be "exorcised" from it. I'll be off living in a different spiritual dimension while Daem11on is decaying back into the dust-form from which he was created 6 feet underground somewhere. He is going to be pissed when there is nothing left of him but his skeletal remains because skeletons don't have dicks! He won't know what to do with himself then!
As long as he's got me living side-by-side with him, he'll always have my dick to pull around. I guess writing this journal has helped me to realize that I really don't want to cast Daem11on out of my body afterall. Let's face it, he has given me some of the most memorable sexual moments of my life! I just have to make sure I'M the one setting his boundaries, that's all. Within the limits I set for him, I hope he rises up and takes total possession of me with sexual PASSION for the man I love.
This is my revised prayer....
And also with you
Within healthy boundaries
Amen
